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Saturday, June 5, 2010

Beg


i have a few posts, written & ready to be posted. i'll post those soon. but for now, this has really been on my heart.

earlier today, i listened to the song, Beg by Shane & Shane. i've heard it several times before but for some reason tonight it just really resonated with me. the Lord definitely used it to show me how complacent i can become. if you haven't heard it, look it up on itunes. its amazing & so true to how so many christians live day to day life. so sad. may we beg the Lord to break us & make us, always, dependent on Him. He is life.

Beg

so here i am one more day of not loving Him the way He asks
in fact my heart is singing praises to the things that make me feel alright
so i'm sinking fast like a stone hear should,
and on the way down,
i've done what i could to try and try to turn this stone to flesh

i'm haunted by my God
who has the right to ask me what by the nature of my rebellion i cannot give

i beg for you to move
i beg for you to move
i beg for you to breakthrough

so here i am. got my deeds for the day
all my cute little words about how i am saved
am i saved?
could i love you with my mouth like a church kid should?
at the end of the day, my words get burned as wood
oh, but i was good.

i'm haunted by my God
who has the right to ask me what by the nature of my rebellion i cannot give

i beg for you to move
i beg for you to move
i beg for you to breakthrough

thank you Lord, for your endless patience with my stone heart. thank you for how you are moving in my life. help me to never get caught up in being a "good christian" but instead, give me the strength & direction to walk with you daily & serve you with a pure heart. you alone are my sustaining grace. i am so blessed & so thankful.


1 comment:

Paige Tillman said...

Thanks for sharing! Hope you guys are doing well.